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  • Drinking: Whiskey
The Time I'm Spending Is Counterfeit

But I Won't Admit I've Lost The Point

I'm Just A Little Stuck In A Fixed Routine

And I'd Give Anything To Be Erased
Do you drive me mad with blind anticipation
      To better serve your ego
Or am I a victim of my own obsessive tendencies?
Blocking this path of forgiveness
      You stand in my way
At times unmovable and strong
Like a shoulder I can always run to
      Other times distant and obscure
But terrifying nonetheless
And I will shy away from you

But do you drive me mad
      To give you satisfaction?
Or am I a victim and my own mind has played this trick on me?
Sleepwalking back to when we first met
      My thoughts have plans of their own
And they don't play nicely

Instead you drive me mad!
      Your slightest touch and my skin is on fire!
I long only to not be left alone
So do with my thoughts as you please
      You know my every desire
And I am helpless
You drive me mad
      With your sick idea of love
Abyss
Be With Me Always!
Take Any Form!
Only Do Not Leave Me Here In This Abyss 
Where I Cannot Find You!
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  • Drinking: Whiskey
Fake attempts to be okay
But giving in to the disease that consumes me is easier these days.

Sunshiny milk swallowed down to my throat,
I'm sorry to say, but you know I must go.

I know I'll never succeed in changing this world
no amount of emotional output is enough 
there are doubts every second
there are clocks that won't stop
I'm the product of my parents
who never had an ounce of professional luck.

Still some days I pretend, and I think to myself-
No it's useless never mind.
So begins this treacherous journey,
Where I fight sleep like a child
And why?
I have no reasons,
But I am torn between my desire
To dream of your face
And my fear that I will dream of your face
For upon waking you would be gone
And I am left lovesick
Like a child once more
So without haste I run!
Phantom, curse of my imagination-
Leave!
And torment me no more
Take what little hope you've placed in me and
Soon I will sleep again
In line with my will to feel the darkness and
soft blanket kindness of a night of rest
  • Drinking: Whiskey
The Time I'm Spending Is Counterfeit

But I Won't Admit I've Lost The Point

I'm Just A Little Stuck In A Fixed Routine

And I'd Give Anything To Be Erased

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hey, thanks :)
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Thanks for the :+fav:
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Thanks for the fav
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thanks kindly for the fave. :love:
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Thank you for the fave <3
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Kordan Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
chrz fr the fave dudette
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Thank you so so much for your support!!!! :love:
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Thanks for the :+fav: and the brilliant support.
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